My first Escort girl

I was in my early thirties. I had just out of a relationship that ended very brutally. I was hurt for several years as I took it difficult. It was at this time, already having had my first sexual experience with a Crossdresser/Ts when drunk and still thinking of that experience that I decided that I was going to give it another thought. Almost 20 years had gone by since that first experience and the only thing I had done was dream about it and watch shemale porn from time to time when not in a relationship with a woman. But I decided this was the time.
I did the first thing I knew how to do which was to get on the internet( this was new to me of only 2 years) and I hopped on a gay chat room. I looked at all the people in there and I saw close to the bottom of the list Winona TS. My heart raced at even text chatting with her but I did. We started a dialog and I found out she lived about 5 hours from me. After exchanging pics and info it didn't take long before the discussion came up about sex and that I would like to encounter sexual adventures with her. She then disclosed that she was an escort and proceeded to tell me what it cost to be with her. I wasn't even sure what I wanted exactly. I knew I wanted to suck and kiss a ts girl, but I didn't take it any further than that. This is at a time in my life when I knew nothing about anal sex and hardly had watched the the massive amount of porn that I have been exposed to now years later writing this. We set a date two weekends out and I had butterflies in my stomach as we made those arrangements. For the next two weeks I thought about it and my heart would race.
When the day came to drive down I made sure I had something to record the experience with since then there were no cell phones with great video capabilities like every cell phone has now, so I bought a minidisc player and a Poloroid as I didn't want anyone else seeing these pictures that I imagined I would be taking. I didn't have the bling for a full sized video camera vcr getup so this I thought was the next best thing.