By the age of twelve, bullies had already given up confronting her, but behind her back they called her names, Dicksy Chick being the most prevalent and punny. She knew, but she didn't care. Everyone in the world could know she had a penis, and she wouldn't care. She was used to it.
What she was not used to, however, was discovering her sexuality.
She discovered that she was attracted to boys, and she was quickly budding into one of the cutest girls in the school. Boys were attracted to her, too, but they would never admit it, and try their damnedest not to show it, because while they might stick up for her against the bullies, it would be social suicide to be seen in that kind of a relationship with Alex. Gay was the word of the day, and liking a dude, no matter if that dude should have been a chick or not, might get you killed by the bullies.
Since no boy would touch her, Alex learned to touch herself. She discovered masturbation, and sometimes she when she was talking to a cute guy, she would have to hold her books down at her crotch to hide her boner, just as the cute guys did around her.
Being a bit more flexible than most guys, she even learned to suck her own dick - and when she did that, she also learned she didn't mind swallowing. She discovered porn like any boy does, and sometimes she imagined herself as the man in the scene, sometimes the woman - every once in a while she would fantasize about having a vagina, and she went a little sad at the thought.
She wanted a boyfriend, but even she knew why they didn't want her. It seemed like an impossible barrier to get over, but then one day she mustered up the courage to get her cute friend Matthew away from the crowd, and asked him point blank if he would go out with her. Before he could think of the consequences, he said yes, and regretted it a moment later. He, like most of the boys in the school, thought she was really cute and really cool, so in the moment she asked, it seemed like an obvious answer to say yes.
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