A New Life

My life change the day that I won the lottery. I had lived my life as a loner, with little to no contact with my family. Both my parents passed away when I was long and I was estranged from my only sister. When I won the lottery and it was announced publicity, family found me. I disappeared again taking some time off from a normal life to pursuit some of my darker fantasies.

I first took almost a year to just work out. I wasn't out of shape but I want to lose enough weight to have a more feminine body type. I started growing my hair out and had all my body hair permanently removed, leaving me smooth. I started to do give myself daily enemas and even on occasion tried female hormones. During this year, I answered several personal ads from men who's wives were out of town. I would spend weekends swallowing load after load of cum. Offering my ass up as a toy to groups of men. I was slowly becoming a whore but I wanted something more.

My closet started be overran with womens clothing. Where my shirts once hung, dresses and blouses dominated the racks. My boxers were replaced with slews of panties and bras. My bathroom slowly became littered with make-up and hair care products. My closet was filled with high heels and ladies boots. I had a stripper pole put in my studio apartment and practiced all the time. An old cabinet I had once stored random things in, was now filled with sex toys of all kinds. Giant tubs of lube, dildos of all sizes and shapes, vibrators of every fashion and more butt plugs then I could count. My life was becoming dominated with being more feminine and sex.

My goal was to finally find a couple in their early 20's to late 40's to serve full time. I wanted to live as a female and live-in maid. I found several couples on BDSM sites looking for such service. One couple I moved in with for two weeks to "test the waters". While I had a pleasurable time, they were into much more violence then I was looking for. Needle play and some extreme water torture. While I enjoy pain, I don't want the whole relationship to be based on it. They understood my feelings and wished me well, but right after leaving there home I decided I wanted piercings.